DUNEBUGGY (14 yo canine puppy-friend) died today...
Someday, maybe, I will tell his story (if, on my 'ayah-baba' plane, "DUNER" gives me permission...)
I'm not sure why, but all this GRIEF turmoil surfaces...so, let it flow, I guess...
Cathy, wife and friend, has been sharing immediate LOSS with me--e.g., we dined "out" and we hugged a bunch.
Duner's 'passing' is one more loss.
The loss of my friend, Mark, to cardiac arrest in his hotel room in Santa Cruz is yet one more loss.
There have been a BUNDLE (of "losses").
But the ETERNAL PROCREATOR AND PROVIDER is no swindler for s(he) resurrects what she takes unto HERself --keeping HOLI what she would cherish.
Trans.: "Creating anew from the chaos of thanatos"--even if EROS remains only as a cherished idealization (a la MAXFIELD PARRISH idealized themes).
This is not great writing; but, then again, I am not a writer--rather...i labor at writing!